Hello, wonderful readers!
First and foremost, I want to express my deep appreciation for all of you. Your support and patience means the world to me. It's been a week since my last post, and during this time, I've been reflecting on the direction of the blog. I have dedicated a few hours each day to meditating on this and I have my answer so I can get back to writing.
After wrapping up my series on music, I've decided to circle back to the wellness blog. Wellness has always been at the heart of this channel and where my passion truly lies. It's a topic that resonates deeply with me, and I feel it's where I can provide the most authentic and valuable content. While I've enjoyed exploring topics like animals and music, I realized that staying true to my core interests is crucial for delivering genuine and uplifting information.
Many of you might not know, but I dedicate a significant amount of time each morning to refining my posts. I meticulously spellcheck and edit them, often cutting about 25% of the content to ensure that what I share is of the highest quality. This process is vital for me to present the most positive and uplifting information possible. I struggle with showing off and over explaining things that are not relevant. In school both spelling and grammar where not my strong suit which means I need to take it slow even when my mind is anxious to share.
I'm excited to announce that in addition to the wellness blog, I've been working on a podcast. I've been recording myself speaking, and after several rough drafts, I'm becoming more comfortable with the equipment. My goal is to keep the podcasts engaging and focused, around 20-30 minutes each. I'm eager to start sharing these podcasts with you soon, and eventually, I hope to go live to connect with you in real time.
Live podcasts are still a year away at least. I do need to master speaking honestly and humbly from the heart subconsciously. I am still new to my journey of honesty. The point of this channel is not to entertain, but to enrich lives, something I have selfishly failed to do in the past. There is a lot to my past there are a lot of people I have hurt, and I do not have all of their permissions to share yet. I am also ashamed of a lot of the subjects I feel I should share on and want to be as transparent as possible when sharing; however it is very easy for me to default to my old ways. Some may be surprised to here this, but it was less than a year ago I let all my progress crumble. I let all my old ways come back in just a few days and I dont know why as this is the second time I’ve done this type of thing to someone, but this time around the humiliation and pain I felt was awful. Initially I wanted to defend my actions and words but a week after things fell apart I realized for the first time ever I am living the wrong way. I started my first blog post a few weeks after that experience and I ask God everyday why at 29 why didn’t I feel this way or see things this way in the past. I can only be thankful for what I have. I can only work each day to be better then yesterday. I don’t sit on the question why anymore, but instead thank him for letting me see before I became blind forever.
Thank you once again for your patience and support. I look forward to continuing this journey with all of you, sharing authentic and heartfelt content.
Stay tuned for new posts starting tomorrow!